actually, i feel like wanted to update about my chinese new year life... but ended up i posted up something like this... recently, i felt so stressed. i even break up with him. cause i really cannot stand a life with a person will keep controlling me on what to do, when to do... and ended up, i already stressed out for my assignments, mid term and lab reports... now i still have to be stressed out for a mental pressure which he gave it to me...argh! i HATE STALKER! now he is just no different like a stalker to me. everytime spamming my phone inbox by calling and messaging. he even "USED" my friends around for him to spot checking me. DAMN IT! i really cannot accept this. i really feel stress and pressure when i receive phone calls and messages from him. He is making my life damn pissed off! i know it is hard for him to accept that i wanted to break up, but CANT i have my own life back?! all i want now is to just be alone with myself! he makes me cannot trust on my friend around me. 1 more thing i cannot stand. he always blame everything on me... every time when argue... he will blame everything that "if you didnt do this this this... then i will not be like this..."! or he will blame it to he has mental problem thingy thing. argh! i hate all this. why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE! I DONT NEED A STALKER in my life ruling me. i dont need any spotcheking from you!
LASTLY, since this is just the problem between you and me.... so, STOP BOTHERING ANY OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU AND ME! IS IT KIND OF ANNOYING TO THEM AND ME ALSO! THEY ALSO HAVE THEIR THINGS NEEDED TO DO, ALSO HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEM TO FACE. THEY ARE NOT YOUR TOOLS FOR CHECKING ON ME! STOP ALL YOUR FOOLISH ACT! STOP THREATENING ANYONE ALREADY!
for some matter, it is just not only saying it out only. have to do it with action. every time you said you will change, but seems like you make it worse day by day.
P.S: to all my friend whom i caused trouble for this matter... i wanted make apologize on the trouble that i have cause to you which burden up your life. sorry.
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